Monday, December 27, 2010

entahlah..

warghhhh...pening..final project paper ta taw nak wat title ape...
pasal ape...
pening la nak pk...
tak de idea...
tajuk apekah..
mungkinkah yg ini...
hehehehe..

Saturday, December 11, 2010

:: kamu dan aku ::

aku
kamu
bagai satu

berjalan bersama
bersukaria
tanpa 
memikirkan duka

sakit ku
kehilangan kamu
sunyi
sepi
rindu
tanpa penghujung

aku rindu 
kamu
hidupku
hanya kamu

perjalanan ku
gelap tanpa kamu

aku tahu
kau pun begitu
seperti aku

hariku
direnggut 
kerana
kehilangan mu

hadirmu
dulu
warna hidup ku

aku rindu
kamu
-sk-

Thursday, November 25, 2010

aku...

aku sendiri
masih sendiri lagi
berjalan 
melintasi jalan yang biasa ku lalui dahulu
tanpa ku sedari kini
jalan itu semkin berbeza
tidak seperti dahulu
motokar memecut laju
pelbagai jenis dan ragam

aku berjalan lagi
masih sendiri
mengenang zaman kanak kanak
gembira
tiada apa yang mengacau pemikiran ku
kini
pelbagai perkara perlu diambil kira
ditimbang dengan jitunya
tiada lagi kebebasan seperti dahulu

aku berjalan lagi 
ku pikir jalan itu jalan mati
yang dahulunya di hujung jalan itu mempunyai 
taman hutan yang cantik 
menghijau
tetapi sekarang ia penuh dengan pokok batu
dan rumput konkrit

segalanya berubah kini
tidak lagi seperti dahulu
aku ynag dahulu sebagai anak kecil
kini seorang gadis
jalan yang mati ity dahulu
kini penuh dengan pembangunan
kebebasan yang dulu kumiliki
kini direnggut oleh permasalahan 
yang tiada penghujungnya

Saturday, November 20, 2010

::falling::

i am waiting for you
wanting more of you
thinking of you

aha...

i am falling
with you

i did not realize it at first

now i kept thinking of you
now i dream of you in my sleep

i am falling
with you

what a beautiful feeling

make my day sunshine
all day long
even it if its on twilight on the night
for me it always sunshine with you

i am falling
with you

every minute
every second

wanting of you

i want to fall
with you

now and till the end

Friday, November 19, 2010

rindu...

sunyi
sepi
kelam

aku membisu
kerana rindu pada kamu

aku terdiam...
mengenang tawamu rupamu

tersenyum sendiri

jom minoom.
hakim.
hahahah

aku mengerti aku rindu pada kamu

aku sendiri lagi...mengenng kamu

benci

kerana terpisah

kerana terpaksa

aku...rindu....kamu...

p/s:utuk bm2265b...

Monday, November 15, 2010

hari pertama.. the first day....

exited..
teruja...

letih...
data management..

sorting out files...
lenguh tangan..heheheheh...
padan muke aku...

amek kau...

kene fetch ayah kat office..hehehehehe....
byk je job....

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

boycott...no!

It may seems it is for us to boycott.because we hate one country some of us think boycott is the solution;but do they know that with the intertwined of world and globalization.It developed the technology and producer are taking advantage of the cheap resources and cheap labor.As the globalization occur, the country's economy depends on each other therefore it rises the outsourcing trends.without we knows a product may be a trademark of a country but do we knows that with the product the content of it may be come from others country.Therefore if we boycott a country hence it will effect the other country economy also...so we shouldn't conclude if we boycott a country it will solve the problem but without we realize we actually boycotting out nation product..
think about it....boycott..say no to it...
:)

Monday, September 6, 2010

addicted and others....

Firstly ...now i am addicted....
to what...novel...novels...and novels...

Secondly, i hope this ramadhan i hope i can fast the whole month...
but unfortunately...i can't

Thirdly,i hate the color of my baju raya...
i did....i hate it...it is like my table cloth....

Next, i am looking foward for my bandung trip...
shop till drop...

huh....happy hary raya....

till net post...luv you...

Friday, August 6, 2010

awaken.....maher zain

We were given so many prizes 
We changed the desert into oasis 
We built buildings of different lengths and sizes 
And we felt so very satisfied 
We bought and bought 
We couldn't stop buying 
We gave charity to the poor 'cause 
We couldn't stand their crying 
We thought we paid our dues 
But in fact 
To ourselves we're just lying 

Oh...I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place 
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race 
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west 
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves 

We were told what to buy and we'd bought 
We went to London, Paris and Costa Del Sol 
We made show we were seen in the most exlusive shops 
Yes we felt so very satisfied 

We felt our money gave us infinite power 

We forgot to teach our children about history and honor 
We didn't have any time to lose 
When we were.. (were) 
So busy feeling so satisfied 

I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place 
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race 
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west 
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves 

We became the visuals without a soul 
despite the heat 
Our homes felt so empty and cold 
To fill the emptiness 
We bought and bought 
Maybe all the fancy cars 
And bling will make us feel satisfied 

My dear brother and sister 
It's time to change inside 
Open your eyes 
Don't throw away what's right aside 
Before the day comes 
When there's nowhere to run and hide 
Now ask yourself 'cause Allah's watching you 

Is He satisfied? 
Is Allah satisfied? 
Is Allah satisfied? 
Is Allah satisfied? 

Oh..I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place 
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race 
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west 
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves 

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

:: post it ! ::

its be a long time since my previous post.the un updated blog are due to by lack of time or mismanagenet of my own time.now i am in my final semester before my internship programme....though it is nearly the end of my study period....it means tons of work that need to be done before the internship.
Juggling between the schedule and the assignment and not forgetting the lion of the faculty....my lacturer....
it will be the busiest semester of all the semester....
wish me luck...
and as for my life....
nothing told about ...
just a simple one....an ordinary life....
with fulls of different feeling....
problems that never seems to be solved....
duh.......

Saturday, June 5, 2010

:: because ::

because of i love them....

because i love you....
i did everything i can....
sacrificing my money...
my time...
my effort....

but if it is because of them.... 

i feel at ease...
even if myself felt the heat....
the consequences....
i will bear it...
because of them....
because of you....

i will....

why....
they did not see and you did not saw...
what i did is for them...
for you....

no matter what happens....
it always be them and you before me....
because i love them....
because i love you...

why....

they did not felt what i felt....
why you cannot understand why i did it....
is it my love are not enough....
or simply my love are not good for them and you....

Friday, June 4, 2010

:: the other way round ::

once we look at someone we start to judge people... we interpret of what we see based on the first impression... then we know the more... starts by being friends... once we thought that he or she can be someone that we can depend on...someone that could help us when we are in trouble... some on who would say no if we need him or her...

but as time passed by... things that should be done together prove him or her is the other way round...not as what we expected.... we may judge that some one that we met are kind and helpful but wen the time arrive it disappear....when we thought that someone who has the kind look will be a kind person... helpful person....the one that we can depend on...the one that we can share the burden are not really are the one with the kind face....

once we thought that someone looks look like a bad person or easy to say evil look are bad...are can't be depend on...but when the problem arise... the one who has the evil faces are the one that are sensitive..towards your problem and your condition....the one that could be your true friend.....it's true when people say that someone may look soft and subtle but he or she are the other way round....someone may look as evil as setan... but he may have a good sensitive heart....

the other way round...:)

- sk -

best moment in life?

ahaaaaaaaa...:)

Question....???

hye...kau sensitive tak?aku nk tanya soalan nie...bila kau nk kurus?

bile kiamat...
kidding....
i am who i am....
i may be fat but.... i love myself....
love the way i are....
i may be feel contented....but as long as it does not harming anyone it is fine...
btw....who r u...

Question....???

bf awak hensem la. saya nk kenyot mata sket bole?

ehem...ehem.... sapekah bf saye....:)

Question....???

kat rumah kita ada tembikai lebih. awak tanak ke?

kat umah saye pon byk....
umah sye ade peti ais berbuahkan anggur,epal,tomato,dadih mak saye,coklat adek saye.....
pelik kan pety ais saye...:P

Question....???

bila awak nk belanja saya makan?

bile awk ade duet pt...
sye blanje.... awk baya....

Question....???

knp lelaki ada dua sifat yang berbeza? huraikan (13 markah)

sebab mereka adalah lelaky bkn perempuan....

Question....???

Monday, May 24, 2010

:: weekend gateway ::

a great feeling after short weekend gateway with my friend....though it was only 2 days but it bring colors and shades to my life.it ease the tense after the exams.luv you guys... even though few minor problem occur...but we manage to overcome it....i wish we could go one more time....5 cars... 20 people....3 tents....1 happiness...thousands of joy....


- sk -

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

- the end of semester -

finally ...
it is the end of semester...
when it is the end of the semester it means i am facing the final exams...
huhu....
a lot has to be done before the semester ends...
the assignment is due...
and need to be submitted ...
tons of the...
means the hell of my life..
not enough sleep adl lack of entertainment...
my night life is full of assignment...
adding to my hell of end of semester is the unplanned quiz and test..
as before i never imagine my life will be as hard as this...
with mutiple of task to be completed...
adding with my own fault of delaying the job...
huhu..
added the madness to my life...

but as the day ends...i felt the madness is color of my life...
i know if i step out of my student's life..
i will miss t that madness of the end of semester...

- sk -

Saturday, April 3, 2010

:: sesak ::

menyesakkan bila kita berfikir tentang kehidupan yang palsu.dahulu jika kita mengata orang,sekarang kita yang melakukan apa yang di perkatakan.tidakkah kita malu dengan diri kita sendiri.mengata orang tapi kita tidak melihat kepada diri kita sendiri.dahulu kita mengatakan semua yang dilakukan orang lain adalah salah dan kita merengek dengannya.tetapi kenapa apa yang kita salahkan dahulu sekarnag kita mengagung-agungkan perkara itu.cuba menafikan apa ynag telah di perkatakan.
sungguh susah apabila seseorang itu berubah menjadi yang lain.kita mencari apa yang kita katakan kepuasan.tetapi kepuasan itu tidak pernah cukup.jika dipenuhi yng satu itu maka akan datanglah keinginan yang lain.ika dahulu seseorang itu rapat dengan kita adakah dia akan jadi teman selamanya.adakah dia akan ada sealalu disisi kita.entahlaah.sesuatu yang dikatakan tidak pasti.biarpun kita ingin menjadi optimis tetapi kita perlu berpijak di bumi ynag nyata kerana tak semuanya indah dalam sesuatu itu.dan segalanya adalah tidak sempurna kerana kita manusia biasa yang mempunyai khilaf.kitga tidak tahu kepada siapa kita boleh percayai entah lah...
sungguh susah.manusia berubah,menjadi ygl ebih baik mahupun lebih buruk.terpulang kepada kita untuk menilainya.mungkin perubahan itu hanya sementara atau ia akan kekal.kita tidak pasti.tetapi kita meletakkan harapan bahawa sesuatu yang baik pasti akan belaku walaupun tidak sekarang tetapi munkin pada hari yang mendatang...
kita akan terus mengharap...

- sk -

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

:: something about now.... ::

it took me such a long time to update the blogs since i have a lot of task to be finished and to be hand in...
the of my time leave me no space to write...duh...after one test then it come another...
then after one assignment then came the other...in such a messy and busy schedule....i lost my bike keys....huh..i had to called my dad and luckily he is in good mood and able to send the key to me...when i met my parent ...
i felt that i miss them a lot....more than i think that i can imagine...duh...
so many thing to be accomplished yet so many thing that i feel at the same time...
thats is my life...
with little ups and downs and with bums here and there...
hectics and madness ...
lalalalala
yeah...
i do feel i grow up too...
feel little too old ...
recieving more responsibilities...
duh...
growing up...is the new term that haunt me...
yet i still grow older day by day..

- sk -


Sunday, March 14, 2010

:: i wonder ::

i wonder why every  time i open my mouth people tend to say that i have bad intention toward them.am i that evil.am i that bad.i still wonder.and everything that i did people say that i am angry towards them.do my words and behavior are that bad.when i keep my mouth shut they said i am furious at them.but actually i try my best not to talk since when i am talking i will offend them.i wonder am i not good enough..
or i am the one that do not fit to be with them...
or it is a punishment for me...
or they did not like me...
whatever it is 
its still me...
accepting the fact that i always offend people maybe too hard...but i try my best not get people get offended from  my word and my behavior.
accepting that people that do not like me is another thing...
what did i do wrong every time i talk or every time that i do things...
or maybe everything that i said and everything that i do is bad...
i still wonder...
that am i not good enough...
or am i very evil...
that i do not have right to say anything or do anything...

-sk-

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

:: your guardian angel by the red jumpsuit apparatus ::

When I see your smile 
Tears run down my face 
I can't replace 
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out  
How this world turns cold 
And breaks through my soul And I know, 
I'll find deep inside me 
I can be the one  
I will never let you fall 
I'll stand up with you forever 
I'll be there for you through it all 
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven  
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay 

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing 
And stars are falling all for us 
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter 
I can show you, I'll be the one  
I will never let you fall 
I'll stand up with you forever 
I'll be there for you through it all 
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven  

'Cause you're my, you're my, my 
My true love, my whole heart 
Please don't throw that away  

'Cause I'm here for you 
Please don't walk away 
And please tell me, you'll stay, stay 
Use me as you will 
Pull my strings just for a thrill 
And I know, I'll be okay 
Though my skies are turning gray  
I will never let you fall 
I'll stand up with you forever 
I'll be there for you through it all 
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven  
I will never let you fall 
I'll stand up with you forever 
I'll be there for you through it all 
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven  
I will never let you fall 
I'll stand up with you forever
- sk -

Monday, February 15, 2010

::letting it go::

sometimes when you have good intention others may be mistaken about your intention.Maybe i say it in a wrong term.i am sorry due to that.it is ok if you does not understand or you do not want to understand.it is your choice.but forgive me if i do hurt you.i tried to be what you want me to be.i tried.I tried not to go out often.I tried not to argue.I tried not to talk.Though it may be hard i tried.i will always try.for the sake of you.Thank you my dear friends.I accept whatever that you wish.all the reason of what am i doing let it be kept in me.because i love you so much.
- sk -

Friday, February 12, 2010

:: thank you for everything ::

Thank you...
thanks for everything...

thank you for the love...
thank you for the hapiness
thank you for the blessing

thank you...
for the hatered...
for the grudge..
for the harsh words...
for forgetting...
for the bad things...
thanks for your behaviour...

thank you for the forgiveness...
thank you for accepting...
thank you for reminding....
thank you for being friends that can be rely on...
thank you...

thank you for everything....
thanks...

-sk -

Friday, January 29, 2010

:: differentiation function ::

differentiation carries a lot meaningful things. A part of calculating the slopes it also means that it may carry differentiation that a human being had.From the point of babies we differentiates from what we are now.We differentiate or we change as time passes.We may begin with some pure attitude when we were born but as we grow we become what we are now.By calculating the slopes we can find out the slopes of the curve and it is the change the value of x and y.As a human being our attitude is the slopes as the curve is the time line of our life...
agree with it or not.

The differentiation may produce different outcome since everyone have different and unique changes throughout our life thus it carries different slopes.

differentiation???
look at ourself how steep is our slopes...
how steep our slope are...

differentiation also means how we differentiates people and how we judge someone.We may judge something bad out of people contributing to a steep slopes.It differentiates what we think someone is good or bad.
Interpreting things also differentiates us and others.Thus creating the differentiation function again.

Differentiation ???
Anyone???

-sk -

Friday, January 22, 2010

:: am i the one ::

the one that you turn to...
the one that you can depends on...
the one that are always besides you...
the one that can comfort you....

am i the one...

or...

am i just something that you can take and let it go 
if you got something better...

am i just a picture that only can be look at...
that seems it doesn't exist just as a flower on the wall...

am i the one who do the wrongdoings...
am i the one...

am i the one who does't exist even though i sat beside you...
and listening to you....
and i am just a furniture that can be look at....
and can be dump when it is season 
and there is new and sophisticated design available...

am i the one...

you choose...

- sk -



Thursday, January 21, 2010

:: am i forgetting something ::

am i forgetting something....

do i  ?...
if i do...
remind me....

am i forgetting you...
am i neglecting you....
am i hurting you...

am i leaving you when i had something new ....
am i far away from you even though i sat beside you...

tell me...
remind me...
coz i maybe forget...
coz i am a human being that usually forget....

am i forgetting something...
am i forgetting you...

am i...

if i do...
please forgive me...

- sk -

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

:: stumble upon you ::

at first when i met you...
i felt the world are stumbling...
like the worlds lost its gravity....
 and i cannot stand still...

the way you dress...
the way you stand...
the way you walk...
the way you speak...
the way you laugh...
and the way you look at me...

your eyes...
your face....
your hair...

everything looks perfect...
everything looks synchronized...
leaving me speechless...
and i don't even have guts to speak out...

you make my world better....
you made my world feels like a rainbow after the evening rain...
you made me stumble upon you...

yeah....
i did stumble upon you....
i did...

you color my canvas with a bright colors...
brighten my days...
feels like floating in the air...
everyday....
feeling great...

you made me stumble upon you...
my dear....
yeah...
you did.......

- sk -