Friday, September 18, 2009

says....me to you...

say it if i'm wrong...
say it if you are angry with me...
say it if you hate me...
say it if you don't like me...

say it....
say it if i hurt you...
say it if you don't want me...
say it...

coz if you did not say anything...
it hurt me...
really hurt...
say it...
since it torn my heart...
if you don't say it...

say it if i'm rude...
say it if i'm bad...
say it if i'm nothing to your life...

say it...

please...
coz when you keep silence....
it's like killing me slowly...

say it...
say it....
please...
i'm begging....
please....
please....
please....

-sk-

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

aku yang sedikit gembira

aku yg sedikit gembira....

from the sadness that i feel
run away from the problem...
with little laugther ...
i felt a little bit better...
thanks to my friends..
giggling till morning...
doing ordinary things in a un-ordinary ways...

thanks.....

for keeping me away from my misery...
for keeping my laughter alive...
for making me feel important again...

thanks...

for making me wearing baju kurung for 15 hours....
for bringing me for ice cream...
for making me insane and crazy.....

thanks....

from the joy that i had last night....
now i'm having fever + flu...
but stilll happy....
still smiling....
eventhough there is a lot of assignment to do...
a lot of revision to do....

thanks....

-sk-

Thursday, September 10, 2009

silence that kills...words that murder ...action that stabbed

sometimes silence does't means agreement...
silence doesn't means that i not mad with
something that irritates me...
but sometimes their action hurts me..
i may not says anything...
but it actually...
it hurt deep inside...
really hurts...
their words....
feels that they want to murder me...

kecewa...
tak tau camane nak ckp...
sedey...
aku tak peneh berkire pon pasal barang ke food ke....
even money....
tapi nape diorang wat cam 2...
aku bukan sengkek sgt pon...

bukan aku tak de duet....
bukan aku meminta minta...
kalau kau nak sesuatu aku akn ckp...
kalau aku gune something org laen punye aku ganty balek...
memang makan haty...
tak leh nak ckp cammane...
bukan aku nak amek pon harte diorang....

perlu ke...
takat bende 10 ringgit...
aku pon tak kesah....

ble aku ckp sesuatu 2...
mcm diorang tak suke..
aku pon senyap je ar...
byk yg aku nak ckp...
tp aku sedar sape aku...
aku terime je ape yang berlaku...
malas nak ckp...
nanty aku tambah makan haty...
nanty aku saket haty..


-sk-










Thursday, September 3, 2009

aku untuk kamu

memang susah menghadapi hari2...
kengkadang rase cm nak lari je..
kengkadang bile t'fikir ttg gelagat kengkawan yg memening kan kepale..
tak tau aku nak cakap ape...
tapi kengkadang aku rase ...

macm bengang jugak ade sbb kerana bende yg kecik pon nak melenting..
pening pale aku nak melayang kerenah..
da ar 2 aku ingat jd org kampung seseorang 2 lbh baik dan sopan kate2...
rupanye ddk d kampung lbh teruk dr ddk kat town...
sometimes bende yg kecik pon nak exaggerate...
when it comes to talking ...
she at like she knows everything..
ego at the same time...
and then only is right ...
org laen sume salah...
ape cer..
pas2 bile marah ...
memaluken kwn sendirik...
speak aloud bad things...
naseb baek adelah kwn yg baek...
kalo tak org laen mesty dah kene tinggal...
yg bestnye..
mcm tau sume bende..
tp peeler pon tak tau...
tak penah jumpe thousand island sauce...
kan bende 2 common...


hei...
kengkadang kite perlu merendah diri...
tak perlu berlagak mcm kite tau sumenye...
kalo dah kantoi kan malu...
bende simple pon tak tau..


jgn slalu menyalahkan org laen...
kan da besar...
perlu ke letakkan kesalahan sendiri atas org laen..
menyalah kan didkan ibu bapa sendiri...
da la diorang da letih membesarkan kite...
pas2 sampai hati kite...
menyalahkan mereka...
da la tak berterime kaseh...
cakap kasar dgn mereka yg membesarkan kte...
tak malukah kite...
org len pon malu tgk..
ckp kat talifon men jerit2 ...
hei...tak tau la nak ckp pe...


kengkadang kesedaran diri itu perlu ade ...
supaye kite ingat siape kite...
tanpa org sekeliling kite mungkin ...
keseorangan...
tertekan...
hargai org sekeliling selagi boleh...
jgn nak menongkat langit je selalu..
sekarang boleh la kite kate cam2 sbb kte mude lg...
cube bayangkan...
bile kite da tue...

peringatan ini untuk aku dan kamu..


-sk-