Thursday, December 17, 2009

:: some words.... ::

hapiness...
does i deserve it...
does you deserve it...

think about it....

after what i did...

and after what you did...

do we deserve it...

mistakes that we done..
sin that we commit....

think about it...
does we deserve it...

- sk -

Monday, December 7, 2009

:: me vs you::

truth...
even it is hide one day it will comes out...
may others think they know everything...
but they only predict...
they act that they know everything...
but they don't know what is the real fact is...

they will talk about the things they were unsure of...
they will talk as if they know what it is...
until they didn't realize that they actually had a bigger problem...

the problem that they want to hide...
the mistakes that they don't want to admit...
they conceal it...

but one day...

it will burst...
one day one of them will tell everybody what is their mistakes...
what that they did wrong...

they are loser who afraid to admit that the are wrong...
they are afraid people will judge them...
they couldn't face the fact that they did the mistake...

- sk -

Sunday, November 8, 2009

to whom it may concern: is it hard...

is it hard to say few words...
is it hard to say it...
is it heavy just to speak few words...

is it ...
is it..
 is it..

lately....
so my things happen without my knowledge..
without me...
without my existance...

is it hard...
to say it...
or is it...

am i the one that people usually run for
when they are at their hardest time..
and they run from me as soon as they  know that i am in trouble..

is it hard....

though...

is it...???
is it???
all the plan they never notice me...
do they realize...

i do  felt terrible...
i do..
and i do...
i really do...
do they know what if felt
to be left behind...
do they know..

who am i to them...
who am i...
am i the place when they felt hard..
they look and search for me...
and abandon me when they feel at ease...

why...
why...
why...is it hard...
is it...

-sk-

Friday, September 18, 2009

says....me to you...

say it if i'm wrong...
say it if you are angry with me...
say it if you hate me...
say it if you don't like me...

say it....
say it if i hurt you...
say it if you don't want me...
say it...

coz if you did not say anything...
it hurt me...
really hurt...
say it...
since it torn my heart...
if you don't say it...

say it if i'm rude...
say it if i'm bad...
say it if i'm nothing to your life...

say it...

please...
coz when you keep silence....
it's like killing me slowly...

say it...
say it....
please...
i'm begging....
please....
please....
please....

-sk-

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

aku yang sedikit gembira

aku yg sedikit gembira....

from the sadness that i feel
run away from the problem...
with little laugther ...
i felt a little bit better...
thanks to my friends..
giggling till morning...
doing ordinary things in a un-ordinary ways...

thanks.....

for keeping me away from my misery...
for keeping my laughter alive...
for making me feel important again...

thanks...

for making me wearing baju kurung for 15 hours....
for bringing me for ice cream...
for making me insane and crazy.....

thanks....

from the joy that i had last night....
now i'm having fever + flu...
but stilll happy....
still smiling....
eventhough there is a lot of assignment to do...
a lot of revision to do....

thanks....

-sk-

Thursday, September 10, 2009

silence that kills...words that murder ...action that stabbed

sometimes silence does't means agreement...
silence doesn't means that i not mad with
something that irritates me...
but sometimes their action hurts me..
i may not says anything...
but it actually...
it hurt deep inside...
really hurts...
their words....
feels that they want to murder me...

kecewa...
tak tau camane nak ckp...
sedey...
aku tak peneh berkire pon pasal barang ke food ke....
even money....
tapi nape diorang wat cam 2...
aku bukan sengkek sgt pon...

bukan aku tak de duet....
bukan aku meminta minta...
kalau kau nak sesuatu aku akn ckp...
kalau aku gune something org laen punye aku ganty balek...
memang makan haty...
tak leh nak ckp cammane...
bukan aku nak amek pon harte diorang....

perlu ke...
takat bende 10 ringgit...
aku pon tak kesah....

ble aku ckp sesuatu 2...
mcm diorang tak suke..
aku pon senyap je ar...
byk yg aku nak ckp...
tp aku sedar sape aku...
aku terime je ape yang berlaku...
malas nak ckp...
nanty aku tambah makan haty...
nanty aku saket haty..


-sk-










Thursday, September 3, 2009

aku untuk kamu

memang susah menghadapi hari2...
kengkadang rase cm nak lari je..
kengkadang bile t'fikir ttg gelagat kengkawan yg memening kan kepale..
tak tau aku nak cakap ape...
tapi kengkadang aku rase ...

macm bengang jugak ade sbb kerana bende yg kecik pon nak melenting..
pening pale aku nak melayang kerenah..
da ar 2 aku ingat jd org kampung seseorang 2 lbh baik dan sopan kate2...
rupanye ddk d kampung lbh teruk dr ddk kat town...
sometimes bende yg kecik pon nak exaggerate...
when it comes to talking ...
she at like she knows everything..
ego at the same time...
and then only is right ...
org laen sume salah...
ape cer..
pas2 bile marah ...
memaluken kwn sendirik...
speak aloud bad things...
naseb baek adelah kwn yg baek...
kalo tak org laen mesty dah kene tinggal...
yg bestnye..
mcm tau sume bende..
tp peeler pon tak tau...
tak penah jumpe thousand island sauce...
kan bende 2 common...


hei...
kengkadang kite perlu merendah diri...
tak perlu berlagak mcm kite tau sumenye...
kalo dah kantoi kan malu...
bende simple pon tak tau..


jgn slalu menyalahkan org laen...
kan da besar...
perlu ke letakkan kesalahan sendiri atas org laen..
menyalah kan didkan ibu bapa sendiri...
da la diorang da letih membesarkan kite...
pas2 sampai hati kite...
menyalahkan mereka...
da la tak berterime kaseh...
cakap kasar dgn mereka yg membesarkan kte...
tak malukah kite...
org len pon malu tgk..
ckp kat talifon men jerit2 ...
hei...tak tau la nak ckp pe...


kengkadang kesedaran diri itu perlu ade ...
supaye kite ingat siape kite...
tanpa org sekeliling kite mungkin ...
keseorangan...
tertekan...
hargai org sekeliling selagi boleh...
jgn nak menongkat langit je selalu..
sekarang boleh la kite kate cam2 sbb kte mude lg...
cube bayangkan...
bile kite da tue...

peringatan ini untuk aku dan kamu..


-sk-

Sunday, August 16, 2009

regrets

i am here...
at muar today...
but something disappoint me....
few friends....
that didn't understand you...
act like they know everything...
acting that they are good ...
but...
do they know...
somethings that they should not interfere...
menyibuk kan...
huh...

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

hectic days....

me.....
going crazy...
hectic ...
too many clases in one day...
that makes me jaded....
tired...
too many assignment...
working on geography presentation...
bel public speaking...
risk management quiz
ib quiz...
arabic drama...
upcoming risk management assigment...
lazy to go to pd clasess...

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

hariku di shah alam

so many thing happpen in student life..
frustration...
load with assignment....
dreams...
too many things to handle at the same time...
tension...
swine flu...
speghetti...
cars...
traffic jams....
bintang....
jusco bukit raja....
shopping

Friday, July 31, 2009

when i think about my past...
i hope i can be a kids again...
coz as a kid they only know
to enjoy their life...
without worrying about
any reponsibility....
i home to return to my past...
coz the past is the sweetest things that happen in my life...
coz the past bring a lot of smile...

Sunday, July 26, 2009

cintaku hanya untuk kamu

cintaku hanya untuk kamu....
kamu....
kamu...
dan kamu......
kamu
hanya kamu...
kamu....
kamu....................

Saturday, July 25, 2009

luv story

happy being at the new campus....
finding new love...
books.....
library...
Friends...
new refrigerator....
nice foods...
lots of assignment....
monkeys.....
so many things that makes me smile...
although it is very hot at shah alam...




Friday, July 10, 2009

change

change...
simple words...but have a very deep meaning..
some change from bad to good..
and some from bad to worst
and some from good to a better things..
as we past the time...
I heard somebody that she told me to wear a scarft
or tudung...
but now...
she change...
from bad to worst
the one who talk bad about me of not wearing scarft..
are now free hair...
spitting to their own face...
funny...
and sad....
because of hypocrite people....
that once said taht they are the best example....
are now turning into a beast..
:-).......

Thursday, July 9, 2009

days at uitm shah alam

It's been 4 days since my registration at uitm.so many things happen
Things that i never thoughts before....
lost in the campus...
funny isn't it...
now i know the real meaning of being independence...
doing all the jobs an my own....
no more depending on the lecturer to help...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

As we live in the worlds do we realize that we are lucky.....
We often regrets after we lost it.....
Look and see with our heart as we always miss things that are important to us.....
Learn how to appreciate things that we have and grateful as we wake up every morning...