Thursday, November 8, 2012

::luahanrasayangtakterkata::

akubanyakmakanhatidengankau
dahbanyakakutolakansur
tapikautetapmacamtu
akugeram
kaupinjambarangakubuatmacamhartasendiri
takretinakpulang
kauberkiradenganaku
takkiraduitmahupunmakanan
kaujugakedekutkudrat
2p
akutaktahunakcakapmacammana
akutahuakutaksempurna
tapiakuberusahauntuk
puaskanhatisemua
kaunaksegalanyabersihteratur
tapikauingatsemuanyaterjadidengansendirikah
akudahletihmalas
kaupandaicakaptapitakretibuat
geramsampaitakterkata

-sk-

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

:: yours - selfishness II ::


yours 
the selfishness
still 
i find it hard
to digest
to absorb

yours 
the selfishness
greedy and stingy
of all the things
even the word that comes out
portrayed the greediness and selfishness
upon you

yours 
the selfishness
hurt others around you
you might not see it
but people are annoyed 
upon you

yours 
the selfishness
until when can i stand

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

:: greediness me ::


i want a thing
that i can rely on
something that i can share upon
something that i can depend on
in good and bad times

i want a thing 
that can fill my emptiness
something that completes me
something that a differ from me

- sk- 

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

::yours - selfishness ::

you are selfish
for what that i been through
with you

you left me alone
drowning

you don't even look back

my mistake that i trust you
that i believe in you
 put my hope on you

and

you trash me 
like i am nobody

it's ok
 just keep it to yourself

i don't care any more
now i am alone again

and i don't need you anymore
i know i can survive 
without you

-sk-

Monday, May 21, 2012

:: tanpa tajuk ::

Besabarlah hatiku
diduga sebegini besar

besabarlah jiwaku
moga kesabaran itu menyempurnakan aku
tahankanlah hatiku

untuk hari yang mendatang
aku tahu aku mampu

kerana tuhan menguji aku 
kerana
dia tahu aku mampu mengharunginya


-sk-

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

:: you ::

because I don't care
because I don't speak
because I try my best to be nice
because I try my best to control my nerve
because I hide my feeling
because I try to be patient

Don't take advantage on me

I am a human
with feeling
respect me 
treat me with humanity

I am not asking your money
nor your things

What I want is your understanding


-sk-

Friday, April 6, 2012

:: sesuatu milik aku ::

sesuatu yang aku rasa
semuanya milik aku
perasaan ku 
emosiku...
ingin aku luahkannya...
ingin aku ceritakan semuanya..
tapi ketakutan menghantui diri
mampukah aku
mangatasinya
mampukah aku menghadapinya...
biarlah segala itu tersimpan...
hanya untuk diriku..

- sk -

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

:: asing ::

berjalan di bumi asing
membuat aku mengerti
memahami
bahawa hidup ini 
suatu perjalanan
pencarian
yang tak akan putus sehingga akhir
sehingga aku dikandung tanah

hidup di bumi asing
membuat aku rasa apa erti rindu sebenar
manghargai apa yang aku ada
mencintai mereka

sendirian di bumi asing
mambuat aku tegar
dengan dugaan
menginsafi amarah ku
mengawal jiwaku

bumi asing ini mengajar aku
tentang hidup

- sk -